The lucky one!

Okay, so I didnt plan on blogging again so soon...but this can be pretty addicting, not to mention, I wanted to share what a wonderful day I had, all by doing my oh so rewarding job!!

I say about 100 times a day how fortunate I really feel for being blessed with the wonderful opportunity that I was almost a year ago when I got that call that I had FINALLY,  gotten the job!! Finally, after 10 long years of trying, I got a job at Lifeskills. My co-workers have laughed at me that I actually wanted to work at Lifeskills so bad, and now that Im there, my mind has not changed one bit!!  Today, I was reminded a number of times of what gets me out of bed each morning.  I feel like God placed me in this profession, not only to help others, but to help myself.  Its almost like God knew what was about to come in my life, and knew seeing these amazing sweet faces everyday, that I could overcome anything.  He could not have been more right.  This morning, I got on facebook and my heart smiled and I knew it was going to be a great day!! Last week, one of my clients moms told me that they were going on vacation to the beach for fall break.  I looked at my sweet client and asked him since I couldnt be on the beach, if he would write my name in the sand for me.  This morning, I got a picture from them that he not only wrote my name but also wrote "we love you Heather"!! Talk about melting my heart.  To know that they thought of me on their vacation, made me smile so big. This afternoon, I went to Glasgow and visited with the same families as I did the day after we had rec'd the horrible news.  Each time I see them, I love them more and more!! The smile on their faces when they see me, is literally the best feeling in this world.  All 3 clients I saw today, made my long hours seem like nothing.  Beginning with my first.  He is 18 years old and although he cant talk, the smile on his face or feeling his sweet hands on my face, wow, talk about precious...thats the perfect word to describe him.  He plopped down on my lap and started smiling as he rubbed my face, his family was laughing saying that he thinks that im pretty, but in that moment, seeing how carefree he was and how happy he was, just makes you think.  They see the world as it should be seen.  They are all so different.  They all have different disabilities.  Some cant talk, some cant walk, some look perfectly normal, just are delayed.  But they all have one thing in common, the biggest hearts that you will ever find!!! They may not look like you or are, but I can guarantee they have more fun and have a better outlook on life then any of us will ever have!! My 2nd visit today, he was a sweet boy who is only 3.  He too, cant talk, but everytime I pull up in his driveway, he knows it..he comes running to the car and greets me with the biggest and best hug I have ever had.  He sits in my lap the entire time Im there and when I leave he signs "i love you" and gives me a great big hug and kiss and watches me leave until he cant see me anymore!! When I was leaving today, his grandmother asked me if I was working late tonight. I told her I should get home around 6.  She shook her head and said, "man this job must pay a lot".  I laughed and told her that it really didnt, but that didnt matter to me, that what her grandson just gave me was worth any amount of money that I could ever receive.  She just smiled and told me that she loved me and they felt so blessed to have me in their life.  SHe told me that she prays for me every night for me to become a mother.  The funny thing is I have never told her that we were trying.  I looked at her in a confused look and she said "I dont know if you are trying or not, but I think you would make the best momma in this world, just so you know.  The way you are with him is amazing and I can only imagine what you would be like with your own child".  I held my composure pretty well, but bawled in the car.  Not because I was sad that we werent getting pregnant, but because it was so sweet and made my day yet again.  The last visit I went to, the little girl was told she would never walk.  Shes 5 and just started walking a few months ago!!!  My excitement to see her walk for the first time, was probably just as exciting as her own parents!!! 

Tonight, when I got home, Adam was watching a documentary on a guy who was a runner and who had a little girl and they were trying to get pregnant again.  They got pregnant and was hoping for a little boy, but instead was told that it was a girl and also that she would have down syndrome.  His first instinct was to abort.  As soon as I heard that I wanted Adam to turn it I was furious, but as I listened, this man continued to tell his story.  When he held her in his arms for the first time he knew that he was wrong to ever think the way that he did.  He wanted a perfect baby and didnt want others to look down on him for having a baby with downs.  He ended up running in marathons pushing her, with shirts on that said "down syndrome" and even got a tattoo saying "down syndome".  He was proud of her and wanted to show case her in any possible way that he could. If anyone knows me, they know that I absolutely love any special need, but down syndrome babies are just the cutest thing ever to me.  This little girl, Paisley, was no different.  She was BEAUTIFUL and PERFECT!!!  Again, she may not have looked the same as other babies, but she was happier than any other baby I had ever seen.  Her dad, saw that too.  He almost made a mistake and thankfully he didnt and realized just because she was different didnt mean she wasnt a person or deserve love too.  I get to see this daily and feel so blessed to have them in my life, they could chose someone else, but Im the lucky one to get to share their wonderful journey with them.  I couldnt imagine doing anything else and I pray everyday that I will get to continue this amazing profession for many many years to come.  I look forward to raising my children to see everyone the same, as I did when I was growing up.  I dont remember having special education in our school and I know thats because I was blinded by their disability and just saw everyone the same.  Im thankful for that, and maybe thats why God blessed me to have a heart for special needs.  I cant thank him enough for giving me something so wonderful to wake up to everyday! I wish everyone had the same opportunity as me, because that grandmother was wrong, they arent the lucky one, I am!!!!!